4:39 PM Monday, December 1, 2008
hellos.had been staying at home this few days.went over to cousin's house on saturday. :Dden cousin came over to my house on sunday.lols.nothing much.had been watching show from youtube.the show super nice lahs.got shuaige ehs. :\i am really down this few days.baobei wanna go ecp tmr and asking me along.hahahhaa.and she just came back from guangzhou not long.and going off to genting this thursday.OMG!hahhahahahmm.sometimes sorry doesn't helps at all.because you really hurts the person really much.if you dun wanna say anything.den i will not force you lahs.i wont force someone whom dun wanna say something.i dun like my boyfriend to lie or hide something from me.i hate it.and its really irritating.and our relationship really drift apart.just because we din meet out lately?do i look like i wann it to be like tat.?i really cried out sometimes.because you hurts me.i know its being silly.but wat to do.hiding at one corner crying.i m always thinking of one question.and its silly and stupid.idk why.my heart really hurts deeply. ):